Sunday, July 7, 2013

I DONT FALL IN LOVE, I MEAN IT

I admit that I'm into you
So into you
I wrote to the sky
Could this be love?
I'm fifteen and I shouted
Get the hell out of my heart
I kept walking on circle
This feeling settled by my shoulder
Being by my side all the time
I couldn't take it off
Yet I didn't want to at all

I find myself smiling
I let it sleep beside me
I kinda enjoy that
But boys around here are like
"Good morning, sweetheart"
I was once opened up
Making fun of them
Enjoying the show
But then I decided to toss the vacancy
I'm so sick with them talks
Things be like
"Good morning" all over
Things be like
"What are you doing?"
Over, over, and over again
All I can say, disgusting
I don't want to be with them
I don't want them to stick around
They do the same thing
Day by day
"Hey sweetie"
"What are you doing?"
"Have you eaten yet?"
"Have a nice dream"
I'm like...
Fuck off! Shut the fuck up!
I can't stand this kind of interruptions

But most girls are like
"How sweet of you"
Otherwise, I'm so-so
And I cried
"I don't want any guy to be around!"
I get injured everytime they try to be with me
I answered
But deep inside I mourned

I remember you
You're different
Even though we did the same thing all over
It's never been old
I miss you
You called my name every morning
Directly right to my face
You smiled at me every single day
We had jokes
Though in our darkest days
We fought for silly things
We got mad for envious emotions
I could show my true self
I could be myself
Only if I'm with you

I confess that I miss you
I confess that I can't control this
I confess I can't be with no one else
I reminisce those days
When you lighted up my nights
Asking things you exactly have understood
You sometimes showed up blushed
For I knew that it wasn't really it
Either did I
It was no problem
When it was you
I can handle you
I can handle whenever you ask
Whatever you want to talk about
I just...
I miss you
And no one sweet in this world
Could ever replace you

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